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I will never, NEVER understand lying to family members about things that are very important. Keeping some b.s. secret and acting like everything is rainbows and butterflies.



It's absurd.



I don't even care what happens at the moment.

I am angry. Not angry just for me, but for everyone that should of been told things way before this.



I hope she makes peace with herself and God.

But really I don't know how she will when she believes every single lie she's ever told.

Bah.



My eyes are all funky from coding and Photoshoppin'. Holy Jeebus.



I've got more stuff I want to add and do to my profile. I will tomorrow if I can see straight.



O.o



YAY for the new layout system!! ♥♥♥♥

Gah!



Flash.. is.. evil.



-twitch-

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Abstract
04:31 Aug 14 2009

I agree >.>

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What do you do when you find out someone in your family is going faster and faster into the downward spiral of death? How do you feel when you realize that you have no feelings about the situation? Does it make you cold? A bad person? A emotional abomination?



My grandmother is sick. She has come down with some things over the past month. She keeps going further and further down. But she wants it that way. She chooses to not get better. She is giving up.



It makes me angry. We have found out lies upon lies about things she was keeping or not telling. She lived for her other son year after year after year until he died recently. Mind you he wasn't blood. He was from a relationship where he husband was cheating.



She won't even live for her blood child, my father. She lies to him still. Says there is nothing wrong when he has talked to 'my cousin' and she's told him everything that IS wrong.



I am angry. I feel... resentment for her. She is 85, yes but the lines need not be happening. And they still do.



If she dies I will not cry. I do not love her. I honestly, feel like I have tolerated her these years. I will be sad because it will take a toll on my dad, but nothing more.



It sounds so wrong, but I can't help but feel any other way.

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Bones
02:22 Aug 09 2009

Wish her a speedy but safe trip (so that she gets there quickly)?



Okay, that may sound a bit cruel.

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MooniePie
03:12 Aug 09 2009

Not cruel at all.



She wants to be cremated. I've offered to do it in the wood burner on the front porch for a cheap rate.



I was the only one that found it really, really funny.

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XD
06:30 Aug 09 2009

Hey Moonie, if ya need to talk, I am here for you *hugs*

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Deity
05:52 Aug 14 2009

You are so wrong for that. :)

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Hopefully if I put this here people will read it and stop asking me.



People I understand that there is now a bonus for friends lists and what not, trust me I do, but if you send me a message saying "I've added you please return the favor" I can tell you right now, I will not.



People on my friends lists are people I ACTUALLY talk to, interact with or I enjoy. If I do not know who you are, or have never talked to you before, I will not add you to my friends list. I used it just for that- my friends.



So please, please stop with the I've added you please return the favor messages. I am just going to delete them. Unless I know who you are and I've talked to you on and off before.



It's so much easier to say it once then repeat myself over and over again.

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MBK
03:03 Aug 03 2009

Hai, I've added joo. Joo add me nao yes?

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WildChild
03:49 Aug 03 2009

But but but... *kicks rocks* I really wanna be your friend....

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MooniePie
05:47 Aug 03 2009

Both you fuckers are my friend. Get over it. :P

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XD
10:01 Aug 03 2009

Hi, I'm, uh like, a little bitch who doesn't like want to actually like have to put like effort into uh like levelling up. As such can you please like waste your totally unimportant time and add me so like that not only do I like look totally like cool because I have uh like 1,000,000 friends (who like would totally like take like a uh like bullet for me, we are all tight) but they will also be, like, uber jealous *flicks hair* because I will be like all level 33 and yeah like yeah like yeah.



Like thank you XxXxXxXxXrandomXxXxXxemoXxXxXxXcommentXxXxXxXxXxXxX







Those the messages?

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sahahria
15:55 Aug 03 2009

That's it I'm removing you from my list! I'm all butt-hurt over this entry- HOW COULD YOU?!



*falls over laughing*



Did I even fool you for a nano second? Nope, damn ;)

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meeper
16:21 Aug 03 2009

Respond saying that you like them too much and that you want t a special type of friendship with them. The kind that must be kept hidden. So no adding, no public conversing, just the occassional glance from across the VR room that says everything.

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